i say what i think...

im not always bad, as i believe that im not always good.
well, in that case, maybe some people will just have to accept the way things are.
and this is the way I am. i learn things the hard way and I looooooooooooove it.
it makes me appreciate life more and allows me to find out who`s gonna be around me more or less....uhhh...
30 years from now. well ofcourse, that is if they or we are still alive.

i do appreciate mistakes and serious turns and trip overs in life. life after all is one huge roller coaster ride.

The water on the river still drifting...wind still whispering words of calm and peace...
Under the vast blue sky... two flowers discovering the mysteries of life...
...beyond the garden of indomitable serenity and humility...
.........lies nothing but measurable wisdom we can never conquer.......reasons that cannot be defied by compassion alone.....

...my inexplicable idolatry to life led me to who i am today...
...............not approved by many..........but certainly kept me feeling that I am still alive.................
....wanted...worthy.........
...............................

When two creatures make good music together.....
.........how can anyone say they are sinning?..............
....Would God forbid such harmony?........
*under the vast blue sky**
two wild beautiful blooming flowers.....prejudiced by the perfectly scorned world outside the garden.
.......gone........

(for Peach and Jaz...)
*you brought so much love into my heart* because of you both-i now know what i want----->freedom.

Nothing in this world would be as beautiful as they are now if not for people like you who saw through life beyond their bodies.

Thing is, I have spent my whole life trying to figure out what to say. And when I do have something to say, I normally hesitate to speak because I might say something very inappropriate and end up serving life in jail. But then again, I`d rather get myself into serious trouble than not having said what I should have said at all. I like talking. As much as I like writing. But through the years, I knew I lost that one little skill because of certain events in my life that required me to shut my mouth. Now I think it`s time to speak up and write my thoughts away. Though through this, I know I might be quoted and still be sent to jail for being INAPPROPRIATE. Hell, who cares, right? This world, after all is one helluva hell anyways.